Hey. Thank you for having the courage to click this link.
First of all, I want to to know that you are loved. Honestly and truly loved. I know you may feel as though no one cares, and you may be thinking to yourself, “why am I such an awful person.” Well, let me tell you something. I may not know you, but I know you are an amazing, beautiful person with a kind heart. You are now probably thinking to yourself, “ya right, she’s crazy,” but I am not. You are SO much stronger that you think. You have the power to turn your pain into beauty because you deserve to be happy. Please remember this too will pass.
DO NOT FORGET, I am here for you. Don’t hesitate to leave a message in my ask box. I will always reply. I am on your side, promise.
Here are some recourses and others that are here for you: Do NOT think twice if you have any inclination to call.
- Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
- Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
- LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
- Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
- Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
- Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
- Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
- Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
- Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
- Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
Lastly, if you are considering suicide at all:
So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares about you. Your family hates you. Right? No.
Your parents walking in your room in the morning to only find a dead body.
They’ll try their hardest to not think negative, and to just think that you’re fooling around.
Then they’ll start shaking you.
Why aren’t you breathing? They’ll be broken. Tears. Many tears. More tears than you ever shed.
Was it them? Were they the reason you did this? More tears. Pain. Every day. Every night.
Every single second of every day. Guilt. More guilt. What about your best friends? They’re not going to care. Right? No.
What’s the first thing that will go through their mind when your principal comes in and tells the class that you’re not alive.
While your bestfriend sits there in tears. That girl that you’d smile at but never talk to? She’s now crying.
The boy who used to kick you under the table just to annoy you? He’ll be shocked. He’ll be devastated. He’ll blame himself.
What about your teacher? Thoughts crossing her mind. She’ll question if you did it because she didn’t make school comfortable enough for you.
Pain. Devastation. All in one. Who organizes your funeral? Who has to go through your stuff? Clothes? Notes?
Those few older girls who used to give you daggers at school? They’ll feel regret. They’ll blame themselves.
See, if you killed yourself today, you’ll never know what might of happened tomorrow.
You’ll never know because you’re dead. Plain dead. Not breathing. Not alive. Just dead.
Your family hates themselves for it. Your bestfriend then falls into depression. Tears. Tears. More tears than a river.
All because you killed yourself because you thought no one would care. Right? You are loved. By many.
Someone right now is thinking of you. And right now, I’m thinking about anyone who has thought or is considering suicide.
You are beautiful. No matter if you’re black, white, homo- sexual, tall, short, overweight or anorexic.
You are beautiful. You want to kill yourself? Think about it first. There’s no coming back.
And I promise, if you do it, you are not only hurting yourself, you are hurting many.
You are creating more tears than you led yourself to. You are making everyone miserable and making them all feel guilt and pain.
Never will they feel whole like they used to when they had you. You are beautiful.
And you are never ever alone. <3
Although I did not write this, I completely agree. You are not alone, in fact you are loved by many, including myself. Please know that there are options. Don’t end everthing. You WILL get through this. You deserve the chance to live :)